Before you start reading this: TW

TRIGGER WARNING in this blog I will be discussing suicidal thoughts, self-harm, sexual assault, starvation and dealing with an mental illness (Borderline Personality Disorder). I have been through enough to tell you how easy it is to get triggered. Take care of yourselves and be safe!

This is my space,
my secret garden,
my place to hide.

I could have been crying.
I could have been tired.
I could have been angry.
Or only just plain mad.

Do not [the next posts] by heart.
I still love you all,
But pain and hurt can make you weird.

I could have been praying.
I could have been hurting.
I could have been hating.
Or only just numb.

But I didn't,
so I made this space.

P.S: The following pages are just "poetry"/"songs" lyrics and some slam of things that were happening to me in that moment. They will seem dark, they may seem harsh but it was just one dark moments of many.

I am in a good place now: mentally, physically and emotionally.

Please, I beg you, this is a TRIGGER WARNING in this blog I will be discussing suicidal thoughts, self-harm, sexual assault, starvation and dealing with an mental illness (Borderline Personality Disorder).

P.P.S: Again, if this is a massive trigger for you, then why are you reading my crap! Please, be careful, you are worthy of protection and love.

from: me, 28/03/2018